D. J.’s older and absolutely cool cousin, Rachel, has died. The police and the family are convinced it was suicide, but D. J. is certain that Rachel, who seemed to have it all together, has been murdered — and she sets out to prove it in spite of evidence to the contrary.
D. J. and her mother have recently moved to Briar, the town where Rachel’s family lives in order to provide support for her grieving aunt and uncle. At her new school, D. J. follows every rumor, every seeming fact, and every suspicion relating to Rachel and her untimely death, but she isn’t sure what to believe. When her family receives Rachel’s personal effects from the police, DJ notices that the small silver goat necklace she gave Rachel for her bat mitzvah, the one symbolizing that she was the “Greatest of All Time,” is missing. D. J. knows that Rachel wore this necklace day and night, never removing it. Is the missing necklace a clue? D. J. hopes to find out.
Meanwhile, D. J. prepares for her own bat mitzvah with the aid of a friendly young rabbi and a bat mitzvah tutor who is the cutest boy she has ever seen. But her personal turmoil gets in the way of learning her parsha and of properly preparing the dvar Torah she is supposed to deliver to the entire congregation. She obtains a position on the school newspaper, hoping it will help her investigate the cause of Rachel’s death but it only leads to more confusion and uncertainty.
To D. J.’s great surprise, her Judaic studies help her understand a great deal about life and help her put all her turbulent emotions into a manageable context. Good friendships and loving family help, as well. She begins to accept that perhaps Rachel was in great emotional pain and that the world is a far more complex place than she had ever imagined. She learns that grief can prevent you from seeing hard truths and that people are multifaceted and hard to understand. But she also learns that the love she shows her family is helpful and greatly appreciated. D. J. and her family begin to heal from the trauma of Rachel’s death and from the wake it left behind.
A sensitively written story on a difficult and painful topic, there is much to learn from spending time with D. J. and her friends. This is a story which begs to be discussed with teachers, parents, and friends and would be an excellent, although challenging choice for a book club or a guided reading group. D. J. and her world will stay with readers and give them much food for thought.
Michal Hoschander Malen is the editor of Jewish Book Council’s young adult and children’s book reviews. A former librarian, she has lectured on topics relating to literacy, run book clubs, and loves to read aloud to her grandchildren.