A fresh translation of Vladka Meed’s On Both Sides of the Wall brings readers into the Warsaw Ghetto Uprising and the heart of the Jewish resistance to Nazism during the Second World War. Prior to the war, Feigele Peltel (she adopted “Vladka” as a nom de guerre upon leaving the ghetto) lived with her lower-middle-class family in a Warsaw suburb; however, her memoir begins in media res during the Great Action, a series of deportations that brought over two hundred thousand Jews from the Warsaw Ghetto to their deaths in Treblinka in 1942. Meed’s textured telling of the Great Action conveys the terror and dread of that horrible summer, as the desperate, starving inhabitants of the overcrowded ghetto spilled into its streets in search of either a work permit that might spare them from the rolling deportations or a hiding place (melina) that might save them or their children. Through a combination of ingenuity and luck, Meed avoided deportation; her mother and siblings did not.
That December, the twenty-one-year-old Meed — blessed with beauty, unaccented Polish, and “Aryan” features — escaped the ghetto and began working as a courier for the Jewish Combat Organization (ZOB). Life in Aryan Warsaw was no less perilous than life in the ghetto as Meed had to avoid blackmailers, antisemitic Poles, and German officers. She helped smuggle firearms and dynamite into the ghetto and children out of the ghetto, and she watched in pride and horror from the Aryan side as the fighters launched the Warsaw Ghetto Uprising and as the Germans ruthlessly destroyed the ghetto. This uprising was the largest act of Jewish armed resistance against the Nazis, but Meed’s post-uprising exploits reveal less well-known but equally thrilling dimensions of Jewish resistance and self-help during the Holocaust. She continued her work as a courier, funneling moral, material, and financial support to hidden Jews outside of Warsaw. Along the way she met her future husband, Benjamin, a fellow resister. After the war, the two immigrated to the United States, where they were active in Holocaust education and commemoration until their deaths.
The memoir thrills with its depiction of Meed’s exploits, impresses with its recounting of the resisters’ heroism, and infuriates with its portrayal of Polish Christians’ antipathy towards their Jewish neighbors but remains grounded in an unrelenting sorrow over the fate of Warsaw’s Jews. Beyond its narrative, Meed’s memoir is important for scholars of the Holocaust in several ways. Initially published in installments in Yiddish in The Jewish Daily Forward immediately after the end of the war, Meed’s account was an unusually early and vivid Holocaust testimony. An especially striking piece of content is Meed’s prewar association with the Bund, a Jewish and Yiddish socialist political party. Meed’s Bundist affiliation structured much of her life during the war, providing her with community and introducing her to the ZOB; this demonstrates the remarkable continuity of prewar political and social bonds and organizations during the Holocaust.
Other testimonies given by Meed over the course of her life enhance On Both Sides of the Wall, which was translated from Yiddish by her son. Voluminous front matter and other supplemental materials by Elie Wiesel, Judy Batalion, and Samuel D. Kassow, among others, further enrich the main narrative.
Meghan Riley earned a PhD in Modern European History from Indiana University. She is a postdoctoral fellow at Northern Arizona University.