Non­fic­tion

The Ruda­shevs­ki Diary: Jew­ish Quar­ter­ly, 258

December 23, 2024

Yit­skhok Ruda­shevs­ki was tak­en to the Vil­na Ghet­to at age 13 and mur­dered at age 15. This is his diary, dis­cov­ered in his final hid­ing place.

Today I turned 15. I feel … a regret, a kind of nag­ging feel­ing. I wish to take back the year that has passed and keep it for lat­er, for my new life. The sec­ond thing that I feel today is strength and hope. Today I turned 15 and live very much for tomorrow.’

This issue of The Jew­ish Quar­ter­ly presents the diary of Yit­skhok Ruda­shevs­ki, a Jew­ish teenag­er in the Vil­na Ghet­to. An only child, Ruda­shevs­ki was trans­ferred to the ghet­to at age 13 and used a small note­book to chron­i­cle his expe­ri­ences, won­der, hopes and regrets. The diary was lat­er dis­cov­ered in an attic that was the final hid­ing place for him and his parents.

This remark­able trans­la­tion of the diary from Yid­dish pro­vides a glimpse into the obser­va­tions of a teenag­er whose belief in cul­ture, his­to­ry and knowl­edge defied the cru­el­ty that sur­round­ed him, all cap­tured in his ten­der, hon­est voice. It is a cru­cial doc­u­ment of youth, inno­cence, and a refusal to be silenced.

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The newest and most com­plete ver­sion of The Ruda­shevs­ki Diary, with its remark­able trans­la­tion by Solon Bien­feld and its rich intro­duc­tion by Samuel D. Kas­sow, is a book that should find its way to every high school Eng­lish class­room. Yit­skhok Ruda­shevs­ki, the book’s four­teen-year-old author, writes thought­ful­ly and beau­ti­ful­ly, and his long­ing, pas­sion, and hopes for a bet­ter future are inspi­ra­tional. As he and all the oth­er ghet­to res­i­dents con­front the dread­ful choic­es they must make to sur­vive each day, Ruda­shevs­ki writes with an under­stand­ing and an empa­thy far beyond his years.

The sto­ry of the Vil­na Ghet­to is giv­en short shrift in Amer­i­can class­rooms, and the hope is that this hon­or will give that his­to­ry in gen­er­al and this young man’s too-short life in par­tic­u­lar pride-of-place in schools and uni­ver­si­ties. This unique diary, found in the attic that was his final hid­ing place, is both a nec­es­sary his­tor­i­cal arti­fact and a stun­ning por­trait of one young and beau­ti­ful per­son. At any moment,” his last entry reads, the worst can hap­pen to us.” The worst did, indeed, hap­pen to him. Let us be sure that the sto­ry of his courage and his intel­lect are not lost to us.