In 1931 Lebanon, Joseph Friedmann is born to a fifteen-year-old Jewish girl hastily wed to a man thirty years her senior. After his parents divorce, Joseph is raised in a Catholic convent, where he experiences betrayal, antisemitism, and a trauma he cannot bring himself to name. He survives by locking away his feelings. But falling in love with a nun-in-training leads to new heartbreak. She leaves the convent, taking with her Joseph’s unborn child and his hopes of belonging in Lebanon. Joseph journeys on foot to Palestine, where he participates in Israel’ 1948 War of Independence. He is finally home. But his unique set of skills leads Joseph back to Lebanon as an Israeli spy. Over time, the tools of his trade — daring, violence, deceit, and suppression of self — exact an ever-increasing toll. After years under cover, he completes one final operation. Now he faces a choice: escape to Israel, or attempt to reclaim his future by confronting the past — the mother who forsook him; the abbess who abused him; the lover who deserted him.
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