Poet­ry

In This Dis­tance: Poems Vol­ume 39

December 19, 2024

In This Dis­tance exam­ines the rela­tion­ship between dis­tance and desire, the erot­ic and the ecsta­t­ic, plea­sure and par­adise. Esther Per­el, Audre Lorde and the bib­li­cal fig­ure of Eve co-exist in this col­lec­tion, offer­ing their real and imag­ined insight as the speak­er grap­ples with ques­tions such as: do we need dis­tance in order to main­tain desire? Where is par­adise? What con­sti­tutes an Eden?

Discussion Questions

Brooke Sahni’s In This Dis­tance exam­ines female sen­su­al­i­ty through Jew­ish girl­hood, bib­li­cal Eve, and dia­logue between Audre Lorde and Esther Per­el. The col­lec­tion begins with a con­fes­sion: O, Lorde, even as a child pray­ing to HaShem, I nev­er believed in a god I could name,/I nev­er believed in a king of the uni­verse.” The speaker’s entrance to holi­ness is not through lan­guage but the body. Kiss­ing a dropped sid­dur serves as a gate­way for Jew­ish girls to con­nect with the erotics of exis­tence: We were kids, 7, 8, 9 years old, clum­sy, so there was a lot/​of kiss­ing. Girls’ mouths on the blue spine of the prayer book/​which was said to hold the weight of god, so we were/​kissing the entire uni­verse.” Lat­er in the book, Eve leaves Eden to have an affair in an attempt to recov­er a part of her­self as lost as Adam’s miss­ing rib. When Eve final­ly gets the feel­ing that god is so close,” she clar­i­fies by which I mean I am feel­ing alive in my body.” In the tra­di­tion of Celia Drop­kin and Yona Wal­lach, Sah­ni brings the holy and the erot­ic so close that the lan­guage aches.