Avigayl Sharp’s thought-provoking debut novel begins with the narrator — a “sexually frigid” twenty-nine year old who was back living in her parents’ house until recently — arriving in a remote seaside town to teach English literature at an all-girls school. The Academy’s former English teacher was accused of having an inappropriate relationship with a student and has been put on leave for the school year, thus leaving an open position for the narrator to step into. The job offers our unnamed narrator an escape from a destructive family unit — it puts distance between her and her emotionally manipulative mother, her seemingly uninterested father, and her disingenuous sister. And it provides potential for respite from her failed attempt at a PhD, as well as her romantic relationship that’s on a pause.
It’s an opportunity, she convinces herself, for self-discovery, and maybe even reinvention. Whether she is running from or to something, she doesn’t know yet.
The town is full of interesting characters who we get to know during the offseason. There’s Billy, who lives a nomadic lifestyle, hangs out in alleyways while smoking, and overshares about his life. There’s Petar, the Academy’s Director of Facilities, who is looking forward to his wife and son arriving soon from Bulgaria. There’s Cordelia, an apathetic yet academically-inclined teenager who is believed to be the student involved with last year’s scandal. And there’s Thomas, who used to live in the narrator’s faculty apartment but has been out of town for some time, and with whom the narrator strikes up a dalliance.
Offseason’snarrator is acutely aware of every thought, action, and sensation she experiences, yet she lets life happen to her, as if she is a non-participant in her own story. She balances self-centeredness with self-loathing. She’s self-sabotaging, and makes a conscious effort to be. She longs for intimacy, but spends her time either pushing people away or desperately grasping at any connection she can find, even if it seems obviously unfulfilling. She’s a complex, borderline-aggravating protagonist that the reader cannot help but identify with a little. Sharp deftly brings to the page that lost feeling that every twenty-something experiences at some point in a way that’s uncomfortable, relatable, and deeply human.
The narrator’s Jewishness comes into play primarily regarding her mother, a Jewish immigrant from the former Soviet Union, who embodies the negative tropes commonly associated with Jewish mothers; her contrarian nature, especially during family gatherings; and her own feelings of otherness and isolation. Her Jewishness is just another thing that sets her apart from everyone else; even if it is not discussed at length, it remains a crucial part of her identity.
Questions of sexuality and womanhood are ever present within the narrative. The narrator seems preoccupied with her own sexual experiences — she repeatedly references “what happened to [her] when [she] was a seventeen-year-old virgin in Benjamin Leichter’s parents’ bedroom and the other related thing that happened to [her] several years later.” She wonders if every man she interacts with wants to sleep with her. She worries, but also understands, Cordelia’s fixation with her former teacher. She misses the person she “once lived with and loved,” and calls him to show him the ocean. The book navigates the complexities of what it means to be a young woman in today’s world — the expectation to be sexually liberated but still appealing, and the cycles we are trapped in as we get older.
Offseason examines themes of womanhood, love and sex, education, and family, blurring the line between past and present as we watch the narrator navigate periods of growth and stagnation, echoing the town itself and the cyclical nature of seasons.
Isadora Kianovsky (she/her) is the Membership & Engagement Associate at Jewish Book Council. She graduated from Smith College in 2023 with a B.A. in Jewish Studies and a minor in History. Prior to working at JBC, she focused on Gender and Sexuality Studies through a Jewish lens with internships at the Hadassah-Brandeis Institute and the Jewish Women’s Archive. Isadora has also studied abroad a few times, traveling to Spain, Israel, Poland, and Lithuania to study Jewish history, literature, and a bit of Yiddish language.