Non­fic­tion

The Num­ber on Your Fore­arm is Blue Like Your Eyes

  • From the Publisher
February 26, 2023

On Novem­ber 3, 1944, a tod­dler named Eva, one month shy of her sec­ond birth­day, was brand­ed pris­on­er A‑26959 in Auschwitz. She faint­ed in her moth­er’s arms but sur­vived the tat­too­ing and count­less oth­er shocks. Eva Hecht was born on Decem­ber 19, 1942, in Novaky, Slo­va­kia, a labor camp for Jews. Eva and her par­ents, Imrich and Agnes, were impris­oned in this camp until their depor­ta­tion to Auschwitz. A month pri­or to their arrival there, sev­er­al thou­sand moth­ers and their chil­dren had been gassed. Now that the Red Army was rapid­ly advanc­ing in Poland, the mur­ders stopped. Agnes, then preg­nant with her sec­ond daugh­ter, and Eva were still alive when the camp was lib­er­at­ed on Jan­u­ary 27, 1945. Her father was trans­ferred to Melk, a sub­camp of the Mau­thausen con­cen­tra­tion camp, and died there in March 1945.

In late April, Nora, Eva’s sis­ter, was born. Agnes Hecht remained in the camp infir­mary until her two lit­tle girls were well enough to trav­el, then brought them back to her home in Trenčín in west­ern Slo­va­kia. Eva grew up with a moth­er who had to sur­vive her sur­vival” – the lit­tle fam­i­ly lived with the loss in the Holo­caust of the husband/​father, the moth­er’s three sib­lings, and the grand­par­ents and great-grand­par­ents. Hav­ing also lost her fam­i­ly’s for­tune, Agnes worked hard to cre­ate a nor­mal home life for her daugh­ters. Like many sur­vivors in the post-Holo­caust era, Eva’s moth­er nev­er talked about her expe­ri­ences. Eva suf­fered fre­quent flare-ups of the ill­ness­es she had suf­fered in Auschwitz. She did well at school and went on to study med­i­cine in Bratisla­va. In 1966 she mar­ried Jakob Sul­tanik, a fel­low Holo­caust sur­vivor who had reset­tled in Munich, Ger­many. Eva left the com­mu­nist regime in Czecho­slo­va­kia in 1967 to join him in West Ger­many. There she began her prac­tice as a pedi­a­tri­cian and lat­er as a psy­chother­a­pist – and for the first time she had the oppor­tu­ni­ty to live out her Jew­ish iden­ti­ty. Unfor­tu­nate­ly, Eva’s hus­band, Jakob, died in a trag­ic acci­dent when their son, Erik, was a small boy. Eva lat­er mar­ried a fel­low physi­cian, Bernd Umlauf, and they had two sons, Oliv­er and Julian. Every so often, the hor­rors of Eva’s ear­ly years would resur­face in night­mares involv­ing dead babies and Auschwitz gas chambers.

Hav­ing achieved promi­nence as a pedi­a­tri­cian, child ther­a­pist, and inter­na­tion­al speak­er, Eva final­ly decid­ed to tell her sto­ry. In 2016, at the age of sev­en­ty-four, with the assis­tance of jour­nal­ist Ste­fanie Oswalt, Eva Umlauf pub­lished Die Num­mer auf deinem Unter­arm ist blau wie deine Augen: Erin­nerun­gen (Hoff­mann und Campe Ver­lag). In 2023 the Ger­man edi­tion was beau­ti­ful­ly trans­lat­ed into Eng­lish by Shel­ley Frisch, under the Eng­lish title The Num­ber on Your Fore­arm Is Blue Like Your Eyes.

This poignant and riv­et­ing mem­oir sets her fam­i­ly sto­ry in his­tor­i­cal con­text and brings psy­cho­log­i­cal insight to bear on accounts of emo­tion­al trau­ma. As some­one who has endured the effects of the Holo­caust from infan­cy, she writes, I wish for all that has hap­pened to be under­stood and processed from diverse per­spec­tives so that per­son­al suf­fer­ing, soci­etal rup­tures, and bru­tal trans­gen­er­a­tional trau­mas can be pre­vent­ed from being passed on to future gen­er­a­tions.” This book draws on years of inter­views, copi­ous cor­re­spon­dence, archival research in Europe and Israel, trips to labor and con­cen­tra­tion camps, and the author’s per­son­al recollections.

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