This piece is part of our Wit­ness­ing series, which shares pieces from Israeli authors and authors in Israel, as well as the expe­ri­ences of Jew­ish writ­ers around the globe in the after­math of Octo­ber 7th.

It is crit­i­cal to under­stand his­to­ry not just through the books that will be writ­ten lat­er, but also through the first-hand tes­ti­monies and real-time account­ing of events as they occur. At Jew­ish Book Coun­cil, we under­stand the val­ue of these writ­ten tes­ti­mo­ni­als and of shar­ing these indi­vid­ual expe­ri­ences. It’s more impor­tant now than ever to give space to these voic­es and narratives.

Coda, after Octo­ber 72023 




a mon­i­tor taped to my chest

tracks arry­th­mia and flutters


there are no wires or beeps

so noth­ing tells me when 


a valve fails to close on time

or beats don’t belong


the mon­i­tor sends messages

through a cell­phone by my bed


some­where it is recorded:

the war­ring cham­bers of my heart


The views and opin­ions expressed above are those of the author, based on their obser­va­tions and experiences.

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Jane Sag­i­naw is the author of Because the World is Round (Deep Vel­lum, 2022), a mem­oir recount­ing an around-the-world fam­i­ly trip in 1970 with her moth­er who used a wheel­chair because of polio paral­y­sis. Her chap­book, NOT I (Fin­ish­ing Line Press, forth­com­ing 2027), probes the porous nature of per­son­al iden­ti­ty in the con­text of his­tor­i­cal trau­ma, join­ing per­son­al and per­sona poems in con­ver­sa­tion across gen­er­a­tions and oceans. She is a grad­u­ate of the Uni­ver­si­ty of Cal­i­for­nia, Berke­ley, and earned a law degree from the Uni­ver­si­ty of Texas, Austin and a PhD in Lit­er­a­ture from The Uni­ver­si­ty of Texas, Dal­las. Jane was a tri­al lawyer in Dal­las with Baron & Budd and served, under Clin­ton, as a Region­al Admin­is­tra­tor of the EPA. In 2006, she was award­ed Trail Lawyer of the Year by Tri­al Lawyers for Pub­lic Jus­tice for her envi­ron­men­tal work. Her poet­ry and essays have appeared in Athenaeum ReviewImage Jour­nal, D Mag­a­zine, Paper Brigade Dai­ly, Wit­ness­ing, and Beyond Words Mag­a­zine.